Lucky '13.1

i have really lost my desire to make my "words" heard via the internet.  :)
have i lost my message?   no.  i just feel that maybe it is more important for me to hear my own words and not focus so much on whether others hear the words.    that seem silly?

but, i do feel there is something that i gain with posting my thought to the internet.   it is an exercise to help me become less private about my life.  that is a definite area that i need to work on.   as i become less private and more comfortable sharing my ideas with the internet, i feel this can translate to how i deal with my feeling with people in real/person-person relationships.   and, i definitely feel that my goal for this year is to work on becoming more willing to share myself with others.

so, we shall see how this goes.  because, i do feel that my private nature has been something that has limited my ability to develop those life-altering relationships or maybe you call them love.  :)

so, here is to my lucky '13.

-tffjr