Hindsight

hindsight.   we are always perfect in regards to the idea.  we always make the best decision when you using the knowledge that hindsight allows us.   rarely, do we ever get the opportunity to apply the lessons of hindsight.

well, i truly feel that i am blessed with the knowledge of hindsight with my relocation back to portland. i would be lying if i said that this was always my original plan.   nope.  i was ready and set to make a new life for myself and was moving towards that.   however, life tends to make changes for us OR maybe to us.   but, you have to be at a point where you can see what those changes can bring for you.

what is my hindsight?  simply, it was that i was happy and connected in portland.   spending time away really made this obvious.  but, i am not going back the same person with the same ideas, or focus.  i think the dreams are still the same, and more importantly i feel that i am better equipped to make them happen.

so, with all that said, i am ready to start a second version of a chapter.  :)   it isn't a rewrite but rather a whole new chapter but there could be some additions.   think of it like the re-release of the stars trilogy with the extras (jabba is episode iv).  or, maybe it is like the 3D version of a movie.   

i don't know but i am truly looking forward to the whole adventure.

i am finally going home.   buffalo is where i was born, grew up as a kid, and where my parents live.  but, it isn't home.  portland is home.